destiny

When destiny wants something to happen there is no changing it

'What destiny has written for us she will not change'

I stare at that quote constantly looking for answers.

Why would destiny want bad things to happen? Is she some mean lady picking on the little guy?

Did I have any say in the matter?

I feel like destiny has played with my life for the amusements of the Gods while they snack on chips and coke.

It bugs me to think every choice you make is destiny. Nothing you do or could have done could change coming to this point at this time.

slay the dragon slay him

todays writing task was quite strange i imagine if the characters could actually talk to the author and decide there own path? This is what i came up with.

The dragon on the page sitting here before me, from the very moment I started drawing him, seemed to always have a personality. He never said much but deep down I could hear feel his pain. Being killed by a night defending his countries honour. His gentle eyes begged and begged me not to add the night into the scene, however I took a step back and told him I was the narrator I get to choose your destiny. For a moment I felt like God would feel when people pray “oh God oh God what have I done to deserve this destiny”. Yet I had no answer, none at all. He may not like the path I gave him but it’s his path never the less.

Me me meeeeee

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Cover Design

The most amazing thing happened, monday this week, I got asked to design a cover for a book thats about to be published. I am over the moon at the opportunity, and have spend the past two days kicking myself for hiding my art away from these hungry publishers/writers, who teach me at Uni. I guess I always thought my stuff isn't good enough.

I've waited years to be able to do this design process for real, yet now that I I'm finally am able to, I'm terrified. What if I don't meet there expectations? What if what they ask of me, is far from what I'm capable of? What if I am stuck doing something I dislike?

Yet I know all the answers are simple. I will meet there expectations, I will learn by doing the project and liking it doesn't matter it's about meeting the clients needs.

Thinking out loud.

You can't choose who you fall in love with, you just fall hopelessly. Love makes you crazy stupidly ignorant and blind. I've said it before no one is too smart for love. Before you know it it's too late, you have fallen in too deep. Unaware how you even got there. That's what I want I want to just fall. Be blind to all the risks involved. How can I do that if I never give these guys a decent chance? Well believe me I'll know when I have to take that chance. I'll have a gut instinct and I won't be able to resist. I want to feel breathless feeling as if you have no control, when you walk past them. Then you will just know you have fallen. Helplessly in love. Over the past month I have done a lot of seeing guys. But I never feel or want to move past the first date. I don't mean to sound lame, but I refuse to settle. I want the type of love I read of in my books. Love at first sight, butterflies, denying the truth. Some people say that's asking for too much. But I'm only wanting what I feel I deserve. When the right guy comes along, I will just know. I'll have fallen for them before I even realize. And I'll love them completly the good and the bad. That's what love is. Even with ordinary friendship, loving and accepting someone for who they are. Loving there flaws, as well as the good things. The perfect man for me isn't a massive list of check points,I've discovered it's much more than that. Lots of guys can fit the perfect guy criteria, but that doesn't make them perfect. The perfect man for me may not match my check list, but his imperfections will seem perfect to me. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhon

youtubing

What a fucken loser this guy is on youtube.

Sara perche' ti amo (Because i love you)

My best translating attempt. What confusion It's because I love you An emotion That grows slowly slowly Stay close and embrace me tightly If I'm in high spirits It’s because I love you. I sing to the rhythm of your sweet breath It’s Spring Because I love you A star falls But tell me where we stand ? What do you care? Because I love you Flying you discover Higher and higher you go Fly, fly with me The world is crazy because There is no love Just one song is enough To cause confusion Inside and out of you. Fying flying we go Higher and higher we go ... But after all What's so strange? It’s just a song Because I love you If the world falls Then we move on If the world falls It’s because I love you. Stay close and embrace me tightly Its to beautiful to be real The worlds gone crazy Because i love you