MY 21st

I turned 21 although it feels no different to 20.

But everyone keeps welcoming me to the other side, saying i have crossed over. I believed when I turned 18 I could see pro’s to being 18, but what is so grand about being 21?

My parents organized a family and friends BBQ and acquired enough food to feed 300 people. There was only 50 people invited but you gotta love the wogs they're always over doing it.

My dad at the bread shop

Dad: I didn’t order enough bread! This is your mothers fault she told me 30 people and now there is 50.

Me: How many did you order? (looking at the big brown bag)

Dad: Only 80 rolls

Me: :O I think that’s more than enough

Dad: What if people want to eat two rolls?

Me: There is plenty of other food trust me dad.

(We have 70 left over rolls after the party btw lol)

Nonno helped me set up my balloon’s

doesn’t he look cute in this photo you look at it and can’t help but smile.

Overall the night went really well i went around like a yo-yo trying to mingle with everyone as best i could. Until i got fed up and decided it was a brilliant idea to chase my little 6 year old cousin around and knowing predictable me i fell over.

Oh thanks Shanan for the b-day rhyme lol

There once was a girl named Sabrina She used to drive a Barina She turned twenty-one And fell on her bum

And I cant remember the rest lol ( The reason for which is non alcohol related)

There was some dancing involved the good old tarantella it takes skill to move that fast and kick with fluent movements.

FAST FORWARDING TO THE CAKE:

My little cousin blew out my candles for me lol and made the entire party sing happy birthday the entire song three times. Yet after all that I forgot to make a wish. Yes as stupid as it sounds I forgot to make a wish on my 21^st birthday. Possibly the only birthday wish that counts and iv waisted it.

Oh out of all the gifts i received id like to especially thank my Zia Grace for spending the time to make me sweets that spell my name.

Id have to say overall my brother got me the best birthday gift ever brain training and more brain training on Nintendo ds. I'm addicted everyday as soon as I get out of bed morning I spend the first 5minutes of my life exercising my brain cells trying to beat my high score. Currently I can do 20 math equations in 58 seconds, which is good, but it’s not great my goal is to reach 30 seconds I know its possible because in primary school I used to do kumon so I am pushing my brain to work faster.

That night Annieh slept over and we spent most of the night on youtube lol "Somebody gonna get hurt real bad" (You got to love Russell Peters). Then after count less hrs of girly talk we crashed at around 6:30 am.

All in all a great 21st.

Problem

Sabbii diaries My problem is walking all over me. Aghhhhhh help me! It's like the size of an elephant. It's a mother fucken giant problem. Lol I created the problem now I got to fix it. The reason to why the problem exists simple i am to nice. The beast way to describe my problem would be annoying friend whom forces friendship on you. You try to leave but you are kept prizioner. Occasonally you are given healthy treats but you are forced to survive on pepsi max and canned bull shit till then. I honesly have tried to leave and ditch them but I never am able to. My excape plans always seem to fail. With facebook msn and myspace you can't hide anything. Even when I feel confident enough to say "enough is enough this friendship is over" I get a guilty rush over me. I think what if someone did that to me? I wouldnt like it, therefore why would I do that on purpose to some other person? Tossing around my reasons to hate them. But never can find one that is high enough. Well up to extreem standards where I find acceptable. I can't be mean, I just can't not on purpose. Isn't there a nice way to say I don't want to be friends with you. My best mate has said many times that people will try walk over me because i'm too nice. Truth is I don't want to continue on like this but I'm not mean enough to just walk away. In the end it's my own fault. I smsed back to the smses from the begining I played nice and it back fired I believe there is a lession here I was too nice now I'm going to hurt this person even more. Because they are more attached now and have this happy illusion in there head. But I got to make like Houdini and dispear. But still don't know how to tell them. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

drinks

My parents acquired drinks for my party tonight.

i think they got enough lol

6 cases of cruisers

and 2 cases of beer

Wog's and there obsession to out do each other.

BYO at a wog party fuck that, we don't do that shit lol

This is what the out door fridge looks like now. (mind dads zucchini just adds to the wogness)

Thats a lot of beer lol. Didn't even fit in our fridge lol

NICK

A note from sabbii's private journal

Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick Nick

You will never guess who I saw today omg Nick. Drools.

That brang back memories.

OH for everyone who has no idea who Nick is. He was biggest high school crush iv ever had.

I remember his Jesus hair in high school fucken sexy. Annieh i totally understand you hair addiction. People threatened to cut his hair and my first thought "can i have it?"

They're always around and even though you want them there with you, you count the seconds till they leave so you can breath again.

You like them so much that being in the same room as them made you feel out of place so you had to leave.

You think if i felt so strongly about him. i would have said yes right?

WRONG i said no.

Things like this a better left as fantasies and what ifs.

Facebook

Facebook now smses me WTF. Bla bla bla commented on your status. And I care because ? If I wanted to know wouldn't I have cheaked myself. Facebook you suck. You used to be great but over the years you have evolved into a shit program. This new feature is really annoying like I didn't already feel like a secretary before this feature with people calling and smsing it's a made house. Now it's like iPhone has gone nuts I really don't approve of these status smses nor do i know how to make them stop. Published so Annieh can't say I don't blog anymore. :) - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

SMSes

Sending smses to the wrong contacts I do this on a weekly basis. It's never been too bad I believe this is because I don't talk behind peoples backs. I believe it happens due to multi tasking. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

time travel

Right now the question on my mind while I sit back and watch the tide rise is, "is time travel possible?" If it where possible wouldn't the future civilization come back to the past and prove to us that it is possible. (If humans are still alive, i say that cause of the theories placed on 2012). Maybe they can't tell us as it would affect the worlds history, well the time line of events anyways. All the actions must be played out the same in order not to affect the time line. I guess choices lead to other choices not making one might afftect someone's entire history. Does that mean I have no choice in my own destiny? And that all my actions have been written and I can't change my future? I like to think and believe I have a choice, that I can write my own destiny. Maybe you can write your own destiny and all the actions and decisions you make some how lead to the same point. That doesn't even make sense.

But what if you can alter history with you own decisions and actions. However if it gets altered by a third party member such as someone from the future. It alters the entire time line. As thoughts enter that would never have without the future influence.

Sometimes I think about going to the future, to see what I'm like and where my life is at. But other times I worry I won't live up to my own expectations. It could do more harm than good knowing the future. Tbc. I need to think more - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone