Re-reading my diary from the past. I found this post.
I believe i was obsessed with diary entries.
Have you ever had a connection with someone. Where being in the same room as them is too much and you have to leave. Talking to them becomes almost impossible, as words can't be constructed into sentences. Your heart beats faster. You feel intensely overwhelmed that you just want to run because its too much. And you know they have the same reaction. But you are too scared to admit it to them, as there is a fear of getting hurt. So you wake up every morning for the rest of your life wondering what if? And if you will ever feel that intense again? It never goes away.
Knowing you said no when you should have said yes.
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